There are Angel and Devil deep inside my heart. And I can
hear their conversation everytime when I am making a decision. Yup, those are
the voices from the bottom of my heart. The Angel always encourages me to
improve and develop myself; the Devil makes me become lazy.
This is the second semester of my 3rd year in
university. What is my comment about myself for the 5 semester that I passed? I
believe that I had grabbed the chances to try out different things before this.
I can see my growing from all the experience that I gained. But there is one
thing that I totally not satisfy with along the 5 semester which is the inconsistence
of my life.
Started from 21 March 2012, I have a very strong feeling of
want to make change of myself. This time I am serious toward this
decision. I want to make sure myself can perform well for my last 3 semester in
university. First thing to do is to rearrange my life become more consistence
so that all my works will on schedule and well-prepared all the time.
Well-prepared would leads to 100% performance. Since the day, the Devil is getting
weaker and weaker. And the Angel is totally awake inside my heart.
For the whole next week, the Devil never appears again and
my life becomes more schedule and consistence. I feel that I am totally a
student that concern about my study, assignments, tests, presentation and so
on. Well done, I have proof that I manage to do what I believe in. “If you are not willing to change, no one can force
you; if you are determined to change, no one can stop you."
Early in the morning of 2 April 2012, the Devil came out suddenly
in my mind. It was persuading me not to attend class again. The kind Angel was
arguing with the Devil.
The Devil said, “You already have a very great performance
for this semester. You should take a rest for today.”
The Angel offended, “Although you’re performing well but you
shouldn’t give up of your hard work to maintain it.”
The Devil again, “This lecturer never takes attendance for
his class. You still can continue sleeping.”
The Angel, “Although he is not taking the attendance, but you
should go for class.”
The Devil, “… …”
Suddenly I jumped down from my bed, like a strong force was
controlling my action. It seems like my action stopped the Devil. It did not
giving any chance and excuse to the Devil to continue its persuasion. I can
strongly feel that the Angel of mine is much more stronger than the Devil.
The Devil may appear anytime in any situation. I don’t know
how many times the Angel able to stop the Devil. I hope that my determination
will last forever without the presence of Devil. I am serious and firm this
time, therefore I won’t lead myself to a mistake carelessly. A small mistake
may happen in our life, but no one wish that we are making a serious mistake
that might affect our whole life.
To Be Continue... ^^
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